Face it, we've drifted apart. We don't have anything to talk about anymore. I miss 'em old days when you would instantly message me as soon as I logged in. Now? I'd be lucky to even get a "hey" or "hi" from you.
I've always found it hard to sit in front of a person and tell them how I feel. I can't even do it with my family or my best friend. I hate it, but that's just the way I am. One day, I hope I have the guts to change.
“It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s crazy how you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say, but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to look back at how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different, and they may never be the same again. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.”—(via inspiredbythisfeeling)